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Monday, 22 February 2010

Saturday, 30 January 2010

  • I don't know how he does it!  He isn't doing a damn thing except sleeping... in my bed... two feet from me... dreaming about something... and looking so completely adorable.... Agh?! And distracting me!  I can't even really read because he's just there and I just want to curl up next to him and snuggle.  He's too freaking perfect.  He's the first guy that has unintentionally read my mind at all hours of the day no matter where he is.  Everytime he crosses my mind, his name just pops up on my phone.  Any time I'm really missing him, there he is at my doorstep.  No other guy has been this perfect and so inspiring.

    :// He could stay in my bed all day if he wanted and I'd be happy with that :)
  • You always tend to me the right person when you least expect it.  Really!  I'm in college right now, and have sworn myself off of relationships for a while.  They're just too damn hard to keep up with during the semester.  This new semester has just started and I found myself feeling lonely.  There have been a few interests here and there, but nothing really worth my time.  They've taken care of me, I just havn't really been into them.  I was even plotting to go out this weekend with some friends to try and find a cute guys to talk to..
    Well, there I was staying late at the Art building Tuesday, trying to catch up on my homework.  A fellow Art major showed up.  We talked and he mentioned his roommate should be showing up soon.  A few minutes went by when BAM! There he was.  The most adorable, inspiring thing I've layed eyes on in a while.  We'd met once before, but we both had other interests at the time.  This time we took each other full on.  We hung out for three nights in a row.  He's completely amazing.  He's everything I've been looking for and more..  Yet there's a complication.  That one thing I've been trying to do (not date during the semester)  Is exactly what he's doing.  Neither of us want to be in a relationship, yet both of us are totally and completely into each other.   Now what should I do? Am I supposed to step back and let this pass me?  Or do I cradle the flame and wait for the right time to dive in?  And at the same time I don't know what he's thinking.. What is he going to do.  I don't want to get hurt.  And the more I think about it the more attatched and worried I get.  I am way too into him.  He's completely inspiring and unlike ANYONE I've ever been this close to.  He's amazing.  Completely. <3

Thursday, 14 January 2010

Monday, 14 December 2009

  • So I WAS excited for my birthday
    now Im scared its just gonna be lame
    apparently no one really likes me
    I worked my ASS off this semester and I feel like in turn I pissed off everyone and Im left with no real friends
    I sent a mass invite for dinner and the mollys show for my bday
    No ones coming to the dinner so far except for me, thylar, and hunter......
    Travis might come


    My few faithful friends from work: Keith, Daisy, Yuling all have to work
    And my friends from class: Fei, Chad, Marcus are out of town
    Other than that no one has answered me......



    Yea I feel loved........

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